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sometimes I think that maybe I can really only function when I am unhappy, when the world is shitting on me and noone around me seems to give the slightest care. Today has been 2 years, and I just can't seem to stop crying. You still haven't called. I don't know if its me or if its some outside force that I don't know about yet, but I am pretty sure that I am totally and completely unlovable. Its like its impossible for someone to have my best interest at heart. to love me unconditionally. I feel like I am destined to spend the rest of my life getting chewed up, used and spit out by every man I come into contact with. to all my friends I love you, but I have to get out here. where Im not sure, just anywhere but here.
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timi
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timi