*Click*
Weird. I've been in the library pretty much all day working on an english paper. I took a short break and browsed around the internet for a bit. Then, as I just jumped back into my paper, something clicked--I know why I always fall for girls that don't like more, or stop liking girls when I know they like me--because girls that like me grant me a power over them, a power I'm not sure I can handle; I'm scared to handle. A power over their heart--to protect it or break it--and I haven't had very good experience with my heart handling ablilities in the past. I don't want to hurt anyone again, so I put myself in situations, like liking people I can't have to protect myself, and others from getting hurt. Although, it usually still kinda sucks for me, I know I won't find myself in a situation where I have to break another heart.
I don't know where I'm going with this, it just clicked and I felt the need to write it out. So here it is! But I need to finish up this paper and now I've sidetracked myself. Good one Calvin.
I don't know where I'm going with this, it just clicked and I felt the need to write it out. So here it is! But I need to finish up this paper and now I've sidetracked myself. Good one Calvin.