So...
After much deliberation on the past five years, what's going on now, and what's going to happen next, I've decided...
...no woman will ever get close to me again.
I've pushed my heart and body as far as it can go now. It means nothing. That which doesnt' kill you makes you stronger, well no one got stronger when all their limbs were crippled. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and getting them crushed. I can't take anymore of it. It hurts way too much. I can't change who I am, and who I am is not what this world wants. I don't party, I don't treat women like objects, I don't smoke, I don't get into "situations", and I'm not in any way promiscuous.
If I were more of a "badass" or someone who just didn't give a fuck, I might not be in this situation. But I am, and it's too late to change.
So, for the time being it seems, I'll fade away.
...no woman will ever get close to me again.
I've pushed my heart and body as far as it can go now. It means nothing. That which doesnt' kill you makes you stronger, well no one got stronger when all their limbs were crippled. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and getting them crushed. I can't take anymore of it. It hurts way too much. I can't change who I am, and who I am is not what this world wants. I don't party, I don't treat women like objects, I don't smoke, I don't get into "situations", and I'm not in any way promiscuous.
If I were more of a "badass" or someone who just didn't give a fuck, I might not be in this situation. But I am, and it's too late to change.
So, for the time being it seems, I'll fade away.