freaking out.
so apparently, the ONE document i was supposed to send the peace corps WAAAAY back in november, RIGHT when i first found out where i was placed... i never did it. thought i did, recall sending it... but now, looking at the form asking for my 'aspirations' and a special 'peace-corps-oriented resume'..... i definetally havnt done this before.
so, shit. 'cause i was supposed to have it in 4 MONTHS ago, and now, i'm trying to cram it all into the next 3 days and i'm freaking out and finding myself totally unqualified (not just under-qualified, but UNqualified) and cannot imagine what the peace corps thought they were getting into when they signed me up. did someone have a lobotomy that day? i havnt done ANY HIV/AIDS education or volunteer work, and have essentially no training in the field as well. nor does my degree relate in the LEAST to HIV/AIDS, and languages? i dont know kiswahili at all. even the tiniest bit. so, this is bad, and i've spent the evening desparetly trying to re-discover the things about myself i found worth telling the peace corps about in the first place, and crying over mugs of tea. (did i mention i'm also PMSing?)
so, shit. 'cause i was supposed to have it in 4 MONTHS ago, and now, i'm trying to cram it all into the next 3 days and i'm freaking out and finding myself totally unqualified (not just under-qualified, but UNqualified) and cannot imagine what the peace corps thought they were getting into when they signed me up. did someone have a lobotomy that day? i havnt done ANY HIV/AIDS education or volunteer work, and have essentially no training in the field as well. nor does my degree relate in the LEAST to HIV/AIDS, and languages? i dont know kiswahili at all. even the tiniest bit. so, this is bad, and i've spent the evening desparetly trying to re-discover the things about myself i found worth telling the peace corps about in the first place, and crying over mugs of tea. (did i mention i'm also PMSing?)