omg
I feel like such a fucking emo kid...without the cutting.
God, I need more friends. Somehow, everyone that I COULD possibly hang out with is either already doing something, just stupid, or someone that I probably won't ever care to hang out with...or they are people that complain about gas more than me...i.e. Chris. He never visits me, yet wonders why I never visit him when I'm down in Seattle. Well, the friendship train goes both ways. I also hate it when I feel like I'm the only that's trying to run a friendship. I should just take my own advice and just stop. Because maybe, just maybe, people like him, and others in my life, just aren't worth it.
Whatever. Like I said, I'm having an emo day. Or maybe I just need a boyfriend.
Omg, why am I doing this? Okay, boys. Boys, boys, boys. What the hell?! First off, I have one or two guy friends, that's fine. The problem with that, is that I have a hard time defining someone as a friend, if I'm not sure that we'll ever STAY friends. For example, I've been friends with Chris for around 6 years now. That consists of our friendship and our "weird" times of me flirting and him allowing it and some "flirting" back. The point being that we still have an emotional/friendship connection. Haha... THEN...I'm talking to this guy on msn. He seems really cool, and there's really no pressure, because if we are good together then ok, and if we aren't, then ok we'll just be friends. I made contact with another guy, whom I will refer to as a creeper. He's like, 'let's start out as friends.' And I'm like 'duh!' Then he's like 'xoxo' and shit like that...so what the hell?! I don't understand him and I don't think I want to, he seems a little eager.
See, I'm willing to give any guy a chance if they ask me out. I just need to "be friends" with them first, so talk online or over the phone or hang out with them, before we go on a date. That seems normal...right? I need to get to know someone a little, before I see what could be. I just hate the girls that reject 99.9% of guys just because they don't "look" right or talk right. A guy is a guy, and who knows, maybe that guy is THE guy. No promises, and I'll never look into any guy that deep. But the moral of the story is, don't let something slip past you, because it might just be the next best thing.
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So, I'm going to try and write on here more, since I have one or two friends that don't have myspaces and I never get to talk to them. Plus, this seems to be more anonymous than myspace. I kind of like being one in a sea of many. :)
Anyway, off to Subway for a $5 footlong and a slurpee!
God, I need more friends. Somehow, everyone that I COULD possibly hang out with is either already doing something, just stupid, or someone that I probably won't ever care to hang out with...or they are people that complain about gas more than me...i.e. Chris. He never visits me, yet wonders why I never visit him when I'm down in Seattle. Well, the friendship train goes both ways. I also hate it when I feel like I'm the only that's trying to run a friendship. I should just take my own advice and just stop. Because maybe, just maybe, people like him, and others in my life, just aren't worth it.
Whatever. Like I said, I'm having an emo day. Or maybe I just need a boyfriend.
Omg, why am I doing this? Okay, boys. Boys, boys, boys. What the hell?! First off, I have one or two guy friends, that's fine. The problem with that, is that I have a hard time defining someone as a friend, if I'm not sure that we'll ever STAY friends. For example, I've been friends with Chris for around 6 years now. That consists of our friendship and our "weird" times of me flirting and him allowing it and some "flirting" back. The point being that we still have an emotional/friendship connection. Haha... THEN...I'm talking to this guy on msn. He seems really cool, and there's really no pressure, because if we are good together then ok, and if we aren't, then ok we'll just be friends. I made contact with another guy, whom I will refer to as a creeper. He's like, 'let's start out as friends.' And I'm like 'duh!' Then he's like 'xoxo' and shit like that...so what the hell?! I don't understand him and I don't think I want to, he seems a little eager.
See, I'm willing to give any guy a chance if they ask me out. I just need to "be friends" with them first, so talk online or over the phone or hang out with them, before we go on a date. That seems normal...right? I need to get to know someone a little, before I see what could be. I just hate the girls that reject 99.9% of guys just because they don't "look" right or talk right. A guy is a guy, and who knows, maybe that guy is THE guy. No promises, and I'll never look into any guy that deep. But the moral of the story is, don't let something slip past you, because it might just be the next best thing.
..............................................
So, I'm going to try and write on here more, since I have one or two friends that don't have myspaces and I never get to talk to them. Plus, this seems to be more anonymous than myspace. I kind of like being one in a sea of many. :)
Anyway, off to Subway for a $5 footlong and a slurpee!