all grown up now.
Ive Been Alive For 22 Years and all I have to show for it is this stupid picture.
But seriously. Im going to be in school soon. I swear. I work at a bakery. This is true.
Musics better off.
A little Stressed about making mistakes though. Bad Choices can really fuck me up right now.
A walk in my shoes will show you frustration in a different since of the word.
Its not terrible my situation.... no.
Just ridiculous.
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I am Hoping that I can destroy the box that it is thought of as so admirable to think outside of.
Or maybe I could simply go below it.
No. In Estonia they actually practice as children literally thinking of things well standing around a box.
Maybe thats why you don't hear much about Estonians. They are trained to the extreme on how to avoid any convention whatsoever. So much so that they don't communicate well because that in itself would be a typical practice. Theres more to that. I Don't really care to write it though. Sounds genious. Don't think it's very smart though. Sounds lonely.
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Today I walked to work.... Like I normally do.
I was 5 minutes late.
Why?
I was approached by a mister.
He asked me to use my phone.
This made me think of crack.
He kindly dialed his number.
I figured I was in the clear this time at this point.
I saw the plastic bag in his Sweat shirt pocket, and knew where he had come from.
I knew where he was going.
Walked two blocks together, Communicating our similarities.
I knew he needed a smoke.
He was so happy.
And off we went.
It reminded me of what I don't want.