Circles

Dec 03, 2004 19:32

I'm insane.
And I'm breathing hard into this microphone.
And baby, all I want is for you to do is touch my body.

Said this once to Gholke [i think]:
i want to run outside
fucking scream at the top of my lungs
in the highest tone I can reach
and just ....let go.

Lay down in the middle of the road
and let the rain puddles soak my body up.
Then maybe I'll evaporate up into the clouds
and when I rain back down I can let you know if there is a god.

Once said to me once:
Ever so sweet everyanytime love. Suffer with my by singing the tempest song that lives in our soul, tangled, drifting away, into a sweet elysian field. You've been there. It's beautiful. You scream it to the world.

A hollowed out tree hungers for a purpose, to hide a nymph, to bestow to the world, a hidden meaning, a truth to behold...a love. So fragile, worthful in meaning. Where you hold everything true to you. In the world that only we live. Love.

And because I love the Used & this song only comes on the Jap. CD

The Back Of Your Mouth
The worms they crack like words and
turn you teeth up and run, leave.
I'm all drinks.
so I'm clean
I fall down.
Should I fit these
so politely?
All praises suger coated
looking between her mouth and mine.
I got scars from dirty scratches,
scabs and ashes.
The back of your mouth.

In this exchange I often touch myself,
so go ahead and let those dirty words pass right through me.
Just passing through,
not stopping bye,
not saying hi.
Girl you can't kill a lier.

You throw up everywhere now.
Enjoy the cup and coffee.
I am the puddle,
make me.
Dancing hoes and stagnance. Okay?
These words are sugar coated!
Crossed up they still cut out to touch.
Got scars from dirty scratches.
scabs and ashes.
The back of your mouth.

In this exchange I often touch myself,
so go ahead and let those dirty words pass right through me.
Just passing through,
not stopping bye,
not saying hi.
Girl you can't kill a lier.

You can't kill ...

I've been racking my brain for an answer.
What do I want to do? Do I want things to change? If they do, will I like it the same?
Am I wasting time? Should I stop while I'm still behind? WHY I'M I ACTING THIS WAYY?!

There are so many things I want to do this weekend, but I wonder if any will happen.
_The play [MUST]
_Mall w/the NEW GANG of kids
_Visit Gholke, my buddy
_Call the dawg
_Livejournal to Thursday in honor
_Fall in love w/him all over again
_MYSPACE, MYSPACE, MYSPACE

I have absolutely fallen in love w/myspace. 29 friends. Hey, I'm working on it. ^.^ [add me]
The idea of anime has taken me over.. again. In math I drew a picture of JaHa because he was in front of mee and it was awesomly funnny. AWESOME, B.

Amanda & I have made some plans for tomorrow, will we follow through? Hopefully.

LATELY I HAVE BEEN BOY CRAZY!!
Why does everyone seem to be becoming a cutie?
Wtf is wrong w/me?
LOVER BLUE, I'M DREAMING OF YOU! [& we're only seven-TEEN]
Lover blue, I'm thinking of you.
haha. but HE still rawkz my werld.
*giggles* [peace sign picture on top of my head goes here]
Then why am I so scared of you? Mmm - Last time. *remembers*

I've been actiing liike such a liittle giirl!
Come on! You know iit's cute. ^.--


"Ahhh-ahh!
Now I'm gonna make you dance.
It's your chance.
Yeah boy, shake that @$$.
Oops! I mean girl, girl, girl, girl!
Girl, you know you're my world.
All right now lose it, just lose it, go crazy!
Oh baby, oh baby, baby.
Num-num."

And each and every day will lead into tomorrow.
Tomorrow brings one less day without you.
But don't wait up, just leave the light on.
There's other roads that I might take,
will all one day lead back to you.

Did I just ask HIM if it was a-okay for me to go somewhere?

2 new pictures of me up on myspace. check them out.
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