I'm not quite sure what this one is about
Well you see I guess this is gunna be a thought rant.
I guess the first thing that comes to mind is being single.
Now its one thing to be single yet seeing random women just because its fun to fling about carelessly. Its a good time I would think.
Its a totally different world for those of us whom are single and lonely. Its definately not fun at all.
I realized I like to have totally random and tieless encounters.
They make me feel good and afterwards its not odd at all.
Curious..
A month ago I would have had issues with that.
I want to explore this but dont know how to go about it and with who.
~Arg there's always a hard part~
Why are you all goen to college!!!
It upsets me because it will most likely be a repeat of last year. You will all dissapear with the exception of Meg and Ang.
It will make me most unhappy.
But I see myself at Hartwick more and more. Also I see myself at Castleton more and more. It going to be hard to choose.
I cant wait for it to be over but I'm scared mostly.
I dont know if I will make it past the year I'm already a academic failure.
By the way just to let you know how much of a looser I really am I got a 55 on the retake. Fuck me man I just love to fuck my life over more and more.
So off to the dumb kid classes I go and I see my GPA and my chances of academic scholarships going down the shitter. Less and less a choice of where I go do I have. (Very Yoda-ish I know).
Well its my fault I guess I just have to try this year.
I think we all know I tried last year and look what that got me 3.2 and fucking 35 outa 105. It should be 3.5 with 30 or 25 outa 105. With a fucking 90+ average. Nope I'm too fucking lazy/dumb.
We shall see where it gets me.
What else is there?
Money.
Argh I need some. Poor fucker.
Ok I dont have anythin else to bitch about this post went where it wasnt supposed to.
I'm really very lonely,
I don't like to be like this,
This isn't the real me.
I guess the first thing that comes to mind is being single.
Now its one thing to be single yet seeing random women just because its fun to fling about carelessly. Its a good time I would think.
Its a totally different world for those of us whom are single and lonely. Its definately not fun at all.
I realized I like to have totally random and tieless encounters.
They make me feel good and afterwards its not odd at all.
Curious..
A month ago I would have had issues with that.
I want to explore this but dont know how to go about it and with who.
~Arg there's always a hard part~
Why are you all goen to college!!!
It upsets me because it will most likely be a repeat of last year. You will all dissapear with the exception of Meg and Ang.
It will make me most unhappy.
But I see myself at Hartwick more and more. Also I see myself at Castleton more and more. It going to be hard to choose.
I cant wait for it to be over but I'm scared mostly.
I dont know if I will make it past the year I'm already a academic failure.
By the way just to let you know how much of a looser I really am I got a 55 on the retake. Fuck me man I just love to fuck my life over more and more.
So off to the dumb kid classes I go and I see my GPA and my chances of academic scholarships going down the shitter. Less and less a choice of where I go do I have. (Very Yoda-ish I know).
Well its my fault I guess I just have to try this year.
I think we all know I tried last year and look what that got me 3.2 and fucking 35 outa 105. It should be 3.5 with 30 or 25 outa 105. With a fucking 90+ average. Nope I'm too fucking lazy/dumb.
We shall see where it gets me.
What else is there?
Money.
Argh I need some. Poor fucker.
Ok I dont have anythin else to bitch about this post went where it wasnt supposed to.
I'm really very lonely,
I don't like to be like this,
This isn't the real me.