I can't stand it anymore.
Day 7 of not being able to concentrate/focus on anything. I'm getting sick of this. Actually, i've been sick of this. I can't even explain what it feels like really. I feel like my brain is in a cloud, there's some kind of delay... Sometimes I can focus on something and everything around it shakes... sometimes it's fine...sometimes everything is fuzzy or shakes...and it's been hard to concentrate on what people say to me. My blood sugar levels keep bottoming out. I have to try really hard to process in class. My notes make no sense and it's really hard to study for tests I have... and papers I need to write. I almost passed out the other day after walking up stairs. Threw myself on a couch and the room spun. Couldn't concentrate well enough to drive by the end of the day on Tuesday or Wednesday, so had my friend drive me to the doctor. Doctor gave me meds for respiratory infection, sinus infection, and fluid in both ears. Shouldn't it end soon? I wish I could have stayed at home last week... or hey- if it keeps going- this week. But I keep on... not sure that it's smart... but I do. If I pass you somewhere and seem to be ignoring you, even if you speak, i'm not. I'm just not aware that you are there. You may have to physically get my attention. It's just that bad... or sad... Have never felt like this before. Have to get back to work. There are no breaks.