read the lyrics and you know how im feeling (actual entry at the bottom)

[timesbeheld]

hope has a place by enya

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[ragnorok22]

Irony still finds ways to suprise me. You and me ended up at the same place but by different paths that we chose. We want to be in shadows we find saftey there. We want to be ;eft in the shadows dealing with our own pain by ourselves or so we lead oursekve to believe but in the end it only makes it worse. We are ones of shadows those who hide from light that prefer the darkness over all not because we're evil but because it's just who we are. Emontions only bring us pain for reasons that are beyond our thining. Ww suffer by ourselves for ourselves. But this is were we differ, you perfer to try and think that this is just normal that everyone goes through it. But I on the other don't think so I know I'm different either by fate destiny or whatever you want to call it I know that I'm different. You perfer the divine magicks while I perfer the power of shadows itself. We are one in the same yet different.

Sorry if I went on alittle to far but I felt I needed to say it

Yay my converstation on how hate is more powerful than love was mentioned

Marlena where in gods name have you been "even god probaly dosnt know that one". Did you go on another rampage in another state and be forced never to come back again? Or was that what I did last week I can't remenber right

[timesbeheld]

what sacres me is your completly right. yay >_> just what i need. knowing that im wrong. man i cant wait to go to bed.

[ragnorok22]

If it helped good but after reading your post the words just came to me

[timesbeheld]

[ragnorok22]

[timesbeheld]

T_T ok thats a crying face

>_> and

[ragnorok22]

maybe not, but all of life can be simplifiied down to a simple game of chess every move has a effect and has strenghs and weakness you must tread carefully if you want to win.

And if push comes to shove you can always threaten people that if they tick you off you'll sicc your crazy friend on them who will hunt them down and kill them

But knowing you that probaly isnt the problem your facing and the one your trying to hide from is yourself

WHY YOU GIVE ME THE SACARSTIC FACE

[timesbeheld]

no actaully im hiding from an answer that some one else hasnt given me yet and im afraid of what they are going to say. if im lucky they wont answer.

its not just a sarcastic face its also a rolling of the eyes face

[ragnorok22]

hmmp relashonship issue
Never had one
Never need one
Only to be left alone in my own shadow

[timesbeheld]

shadows. i cant wait for my moms house. there are lot of closets to hide in

[ragnorok22]

places to hide
places to be alone
places to be forgotton