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I hate that i go through moods where i have so many intense mixed emotions.
and i also hate when just because, i am talking and getting to know a few girls at once. my friends make me feel like im some sort of player or slut.
1. i'm not even dating half of them. just meeting new girls and getting to know them. we talk alot. big deal.
2. i'm not sleeping, and havent slept with any of them.
3. they all are worse than me and are actually sleeping with half the people theyre dating.
it just frustrates me. they tell me every day its a new girl. but its not. i'm just getting to know them. and i have a few dates to go on with them. im nothing serious with any of them. and its not me. i'm not a player. so i dont like being made to look like one.
and exspecially since a couple of the girls are turning into good friends and there are one or two who i am definatly starting to really like.
i want to go to yosemite so bad. working 40 hours or more a week for 3 months would be amazing. and in an amazing location. couldnt get better. i just want my taxes back already and to pay some bills so i have less stress.
i wish more people still used livejournal.
and i also hate when just because, i am talking and getting to know a few girls at once. my friends make me feel like im some sort of player or slut.
1. i'm not even dating half of them. just meeting new girls and getting to know them. we talk alot. big deal.
2. i'm not sleeping, and havent slept with any of them.
3. they all are worse than me and are actually sleeping with half the people theyre dating.
it just frustrates me. they tell me every day its a new girl. but its not. i'm just getting to know them. and i have a few dates to go on with them. im nothing serious with any of them. and its not me. i'm not a player. so i dont like being made to look like one.
and exspecially since a couple of the girls are turning into good friends and there are one or two who i am definatly starting to really like.
i want to go to yosemite so bad. working 40 hours or more a week for 3 months would be amazing. and in an amazing location. couldnt get better. i just want my taxes back already and to pay some bills so i have less stress.
i wish more people still used livejournal.