*yawn*
Nothing really to write about, guys. Nothing much has changed.
Totally not feeling the holiday spirit. Haven't decorated, I barely have the motivation to clean the house. I just want to sit and do nothing all day.
I'm so horribly depressed right now. My plan to get out of here by going back away to school isn't working out. The college I wanted to go to doesn't have an English program. The other one I looked at MIGHT accept me, but I'd have to talk to someone in depth about all the garbage.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I really really messed up when I flunked out of Albany. Granted, Albany was definitely not the place for me. But I should have had the foresight to have done better and not made things so terribly complicated for myself. For gods sake I have no idea what kind of school I'll be able to get into at this point.
I wonder if I have the option to start fresh. Pull a "do-over" maybe?
I'll have to call some counselors and see what I can wangle. I would LOVE to just start fresh. I don't care if that means I lose all the credits I once had. This is my future we're talking about here. I'll do it all over if I must, and I'll do it better this time around, because I know how important it is.
Please please please, let me start over.
There has GOT to be some way to make this work. GOT. TO. BE.
Totally not feeling the holiday spirit. Haven't decorated, I barely have the motivation to clean the house. I just want to sit and do nothing all day.
I'm so horribly depressed right now. My plan to get out of here by going back away to school isn't working out. The college I wanted to go to doesn't have an English program. The other one I looked at MIGHT accept me, but I'd have to talk to someone in depth about all the garbage.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I really really messed up when I flunked out of Albany. Granted, Albany was definitely not the place for me. But I should have had the foresight to have done better and not made things so terribly complicated for myself. For gods sake I have no idea what kind of school I'll be able to get into at this point.
I wonder if I have the option to start fresh. Pull a "do-over" maybe?
I'll have to call some counselors and see what I can wangle. I would LOVE to just start fresh. I don't care if that means I lose all the credits I once had. This is my future we're talking about here. I'll do it all over if I must, and I'll do it better this time around, because I know how important it is.
Please please please, let me start over.
There has GOT to be some way to make this work. GOT. TO. BE.