is this an illusion that i have in my heart ??

[timeof_mylifee]

ok ok somethings i jus don't understand and i don't think i ever will ..

1. how ppl are still wrapped up in the past and prolly will never get over it

2. ppl always bring up the past // its in the fuckin past leave it there u can't bring it back u can't bring a person back ...

there are sooo many more but if i put them in here who knos what will happen .. i jus want to say if something is in the past leave it there it was supposed to happen that way .. ppl make choices and u can't change them soo get over it!

Alligator i think u kno what im talkin about .. umm april fools good times at fuckin 1:30 AM .. someone tried to burn my house down hahaha

Ashley comes home today!!! yea grl i missed u and shan shan is kinda dissappointed that she didn't get a post card hahaa can't wait to see you!! haha

sometimes i think that im not good enough y do ppl make you feel that way ..

i`m nOt aFraid of heights
i`m aFraid 0f falling .. i`m
nOt sCared 0f tHe dark..
i`m afraid 0f whAts iN iT
i`m not afraid to l0ve * . .
i`m afraid 0f nOt beiNg
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Can't wait to partyyyy Summer of '05 <333