Feb 21, 2009 03:38
Yep.
I've learned a lot in the last couple weeks. Thanks to my friends around me, and the confidence that I could succeed, I am where I am, you guys are like sunlight and air to me. I was really down for the last couple weeks to really depressing amounts...but my friends made me believe in myself again. I am really happy I am friends with the people around me.
However, I miss my friends that have moved away more than they probably think. That's you Aaron, Derek, Paul and Kelsey...I know I don't talk much on line, and I'm not much of a phone person, but I miss you guys a bunch...School has been insane lately, among other things. I want to get to go visit you all hopefully, and will when I can find seams in what looks to be a jail created by my own dreams and aspirations...fuck it, I'm going to make seams...I do really want to see you all again :)
I'm going to write on here soon again, I'm just getting sleepy now...I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow...monster trucks. Monster trucks...you know, I think a truck is sweet, but I mean, why not make an ultra (ultra.ultra) fast tank...that would be WAY sick.
Sometimes you have to follow your heart on a couple things, which is something I'm going to do. Sometimes. But tomorrow, sometime. Well today technically...bah.