making peace with the falling leaves

[timemachineboy]

It's a shame that such bad things constantly happen to good people...but when I think about it...nobody else can take the pain the same way. My uncle German just lost his wife, the mother of his children, the love of his life, to liver cancer. He's one of the few people I hold in an incredibly high regard...and it hurts me because out of anyone else in my family, I identify with him the most in every level. He's always been such a happy person and doing good things...and when I talked to him on the phone today, I noticed that a part of him died as well. So sorry.

Cancer needs to end, and good people need to STOP hurting. Everything seems trite and meaningless again...and seeing good people suffer, it truly kills me. I hate empathy.