I Feel It's a Long Way Down
I just sent Mr. Pollard a reply from an email he sent me TWO months ago.
I am a horrible, despicable person.
I wish this whole college thing would move a little faster. It's lagging a little too much for my taste.
So what's wrong with me? Why can't I have a magnitude of friends to go out drinking with every night of the week? Bah. I'm hoping I'm not the only one. Seriously. This is pathetic.
I'm hoping things will get better the more I work, need to study for classes, etc. etc.
Still. I'm bored out of my mind and just want to be at home, with my ladies, watching conan and eating peanut butter oreos. i miss oreos so much.
I think i might be going to Baltimore in the late winter/early spring. maybe. for dance. we'll see. if i can actually make it all the way out there and not pee my pants i will thoroughly impressed with myself. Don't laugh, i must take baby steps.
Poe Poe is visiting soon. I can't wait to see a familiar face. I must think of things to do. Dammit. I don't want her to think i am as pathetic as i so clearly am.
And yet, life must go on. I have to go read about sex.
I am a horrible, despicable person.
I wish this whole college thing would move a little faster. It's lagging a little too much for my taste.
So what's wrong with me? Why can't I have a magnitude of friends to go out drinking with every night of the week? Bah. I'm hoping I'm not the only one. Seriously. This is pathetic.
I'm hoping things will get better the more I work, need to study for classes, etc. etc.
Still. I'm bored out of my mind and just want to be at home, with my ladies, watching conan and eating peanut butter oreos. i miss oreos so much.
I think i might be going to Baltimore in the late winter/early spring. maybe. for dance. we'll see. if i can actually make it all the way out there and not pee my pants i will thoroughly impressed with myself. Don't laugh, i must take baby steps.
Poe Poe is visiting soon. I can't wait to see a familiar face. I must think of things to do. Dammit. I don't want her to think i am as pathetic as i so clearly am.
And yet, life must go on. I have to go read about sex.