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so i'm at mindy's right now. and i've been doing a lot of thinking. honestly i didn't really mean to cause anyone problems, and if i could go back to that day, i would take it back. i really didnt mean for this to hurt either of you. honestly, i didn't. that night almost ruined the rest of my life.
my life is just pretty much fucked right now. i didnt expect for any of this bullshit to happen this year. i just want to get done w/senior year and this stupid high school bullshit.
megan, i love you, you really are one of my best friends. and i'm sorry if some of the things i said upset you, but i'm not the only one to blame here. i hate that its awkward between us now.
tonite i just kind of hate myself for fucking up everyones lives.
i just really feel like a piece of shit.
what do you do when it feels like no one really understands how you feel?
my life is just pretty much fucked right now. i didnt expect for any of this bullshit to happen this year. i just want to get done w/senior year and this stupid high school bullshit.
megan, i love you, you really are one of my best friends. and i'm sorry if some of the things i said upset you, but i'm not the only one to blame here. i hate that its awkward between us now.
tonite i just kind of hate myself for fucking up everyones lives.
i just really feel like a piece of shit.
what do you do when it feels like no one really understands how you feel?