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Hmmmm. It has been a weird past couple of days. You know, I feel weird about writing about personal stuff online. I dno't think I will get too personal; I am being too weird anyway.
Two more weeks until Oakland. Two more weeks until I don't see my boyfriend for 10 weeks. That is going to be weird. And hard. I don't know how I will like that. I think I might miss him. But I think I will also like being on my own for a while, too. Ah, the sweet smell of independence (kidding, kidding).
So, we watched this movie called "Senorita Extraviata" (means: missing young lady) in my Chicano film class last week, which I aleady wrote about last time, so why am I mentioning it again? Because those feelings that came crashing down on me kept crashing down until I exploded into tears of despair, and utter lack of wanting to be on this earth anymore. You know, I just wanted to go home (not San Diego, but HOME). So, yah, so I've been feeling rather blah lately, and it's not that fun. Still, good things are happening; but this year, it seems as though good doesn't happen unless painful badness happens first. Sigh...
Lest you fear I end it on a totally depressing note...I have been having some really cool opportunities to share Jesus with some friends lately, and it has been totally great to talk like that with people again! Praise God! yay!
Two more weeks until Oakland. Two more weeks until I don't see my boyfriend for 10 weeks. That is going to be weird. And hard. I don't know how I will like that. I think I might miss him. But I think I will also like being on my own for a while, too. Ah, the sweet smell of independence (kidding, kidding).
So, we watched this movie called "Senorita Extraviata" (means: missing young lady) in my Chicano film class last week, which I aleady wrote about last time, so why am I mentioning it again? Because those feelings that came crashing down on me kept crashing down until I exploded into tears of despair, and utter lack of wanting to be on this earth anymore. You know, I just wanted to go home (not San Diego, but HOME). So, yah, so I've been feeling rather blah lately, and it's not that fun. Still, good things are happening; but this year, it seems as though good doesn't happen unless painful badness happens first. Sigh...
Lest you fear I end it on a totally depressing note...I have been having some really cool opportunities to share Jesus with some friends lately, and it has been totally great to talk like that with people again! Praise God! yay!