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Jan 13, 2006 14:24

I try not to think about it much. Is that wrong? Maybe its selfish of me. I don't want to cry. It's not because I think it's not "manly" to cry. It's because I know I will cry eventually. I don't need to waste the tears now. I know once I start up toward the casket, nothing will hold back the bursting of my dam. I'm not ashamed of it ( Read more... )

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daywalt5 January 13 2006, 19:58:44 UTC
I'm sorry Steven. I'll be thinking about you.

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thirty6daydream January 13 2006, 20:47:34 UTC
I'm sorry to hear that. You know how to find me if you need to. Hang in there.

P.S. I like dove stories.

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rabbidhamster January 14 2006, 17:18:07 UTC
I like the Dove story too. That's beautiful. I will keep you in my prayers. I wish I wasn't ashamed to cry. I admire that about you.

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emilyroses January 14 2006, 23:07:09 UTC
Never worry about crying. It's the TRUE thing to do. Forget all that crap about "being a man." Real men cry. Because real men, like you my friend, appreciate emotion for what it's worth.

But regardless, you'll be in my thoughts, Steven. I know there was something at work there. Or rather, a greater SomeOne.

There's nothing anyone can say that hasn't been said before or will make anything hurt less.

But know that you have friends and family who love you very much and will always be there for you, when you need to laugh OR cry.

-Emily Rose-

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ashen_shugar469 January 17 2006, 18:35:27 UTC
My friend, I understand your pain. My grandfather has pancreatic cancer, final stage. It is not...going well. Men cry. Tears are only the physical representation of hard emotions. What matters, is the way you loved when she was here. And that you can carry her legacy unto your children someday. The pain will subside in time, That I assure you. This is the time where she will reach immortality through you, her loving grandchild. She is at peace now, in a place I am sure is much better then Indiana, then the United States, then the Entire World. Keep her name alive, and she will live forever.

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