Yo, ho, all hands, hoist the colours high, heave ho, thieves and beggars, never shall we die

Jan 14, 2009 22:09

I am on a MAJOR Pirates Of The Caribbean kick! =D
Rewatching all three films and considering abandoning the fic I'm currently writing and beginning to write oodles of Piratey-fic!

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A bunch of friends and I are planning to go and see My Bloody Valentine in Belfast!
And we're going to splurge and see it in the VIP section!

Oogling Jensen Ackles in comfort <3333

Sounds like heaven!

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I really am starting to get overwhelmed with juggling both college and doing the GCSES from home
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It's getting really strenuous and I'm making myself physically sick with worrying about everything.

My tutor has had a chat with me and she thinks the best route is to leave college, do the GCSEs and reapply next year.

Which I think is a good plan but my Mum isn't so keen.
She's making this out to be all my fault when I've been telling her for weeks that everything has been getting on top of me!

Also lying to everyone is getting very tiresome.

Even though I think leaving college is the best plan, I don't think I have the courage to actually do it because it feels like a failure on my part

Some times I just don't feel good enough

I screwed up my GCSE year at school and now I feel like I've fell at another educational hurdle.

Meanwhile all my friends are moving on, doing A levels, getting ready for uni and I just feel stuck in the middle of this mess that I've created.

And there's no-one who I can talk to about it because no-one knows what I'm going through.

Hopefully everything will seem a lot easier tomorrow

real life: gcses, real life: depressed, real life: tech, fandom: potc, real life: sad

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