-+And an island never cries+-
Hello. Well today wasn't that great...
I woke up at 12. I hated it.
At 1 I went up to Footloose auditions. I was kind of mad at myself throughout the whole audition. But the play will be fun, i just have to deal with it.
I left at 3:30 and made some lunch and straightened my hair. Then Katie came by and we were off to the show.
The show... ehh... the bands were all good. I just wanted to leave the whole time though. Kevin's girlfriend was there... she was so pissed at me.. I felt horrible... :( So then I pretty much didn't feel that great the whole show. After Bubba's Fat Friend I started getting some energy back when I was sitting at a table downstairs with Jana, Katie, Devon, and Paul. Then I went outside to try and find some sort of flower thing for Josh.. but it didn't work out.. so I decided to pick a piece of a bush.. but it wouldn't break off and people were staring at me so I walked back. I saw something kind of funny walking back in.. oh well... Ruder Than You came on. They were really good. I danced a little, but then just didn't feel like it anymore.. Joe kept me company though cause.. i don't know.. Good Bands but it sucked.
Afterwards I went to Rich's with Kate, Kristan, Mike, Alex, Dean, Sean and his girlfriend. We watched "Lust in the Mummy's Tomb" It was the worst thing I've ever seen. It was so slow and made no sense and a mummy had an erection and Cleopatra is over there behind a bookshelf. Haha. Avery and Harry came over. Then "The Vibrating Maid" came on.. we didn't even finish the movie. Ugh.. so horrible.
Cast list just came in.. I got chorus/dancer...
We have our Christmas tree... it's so small I was kind of disappointed.. Everything's a disappointment today...
I don't feel good.
I don't even know what to say.
I've been so angry all day. It's starting to lessen now.. but I can't see why...
There's so many emotions I'm feeling but I don't even know how to describe it, I don't really want to either cause everything will just get screwed up and everyone will hate me..
I don't know what's real anymore.. is there truth in anything?
I'm going to lay down.
I woke up at 12. I hated it.
At 1 I went up to Footloose auditions. I was kind of mad at myself throughout the whole audition. But the play will be fun, i just have to deal with it.
I left at 3:30 and made some lunch and straightened my hair. Then Katie came by and we were off to the show.
The show... ehh... the bands were all good. I just wanted to leave the whole time though. Kevin's girlfriend was there... she was so pissed at me.. I felt horrible... :( So then I pretty much didn't feel that great the whole show. After Bubba's Fat Friend I started getting some energy back when I was sitting at a table downstairs with Jana, Katie, Devon, and Paul. Then I went outside to try and find some sort of flower thing for Josh.. but it didn't work out.. so I decided to pick a piece of a bush.. but it wouldn't break off and people were staring at me so I walked back. I saw something kind of funny walking back in.. oh well... Ruder Than You came on. They were really good. I danced a little, but then just didn't feel like it anymore.. Joe kept me company though cause.. i don't know.. Good Bands but it sucked.
Afterwards I went to Rich's with Kate, Kristan, Mike, Alex, Dean, Sean and his girlfriend. We watched "Lust in the Mummy's Tomb" It was the worst thing I've ever seen. It was so slow and made no sense and a mummy had an erection and Cleopatra is over there behind a bookshelf. Haha. Avery and Harry came over. Then "The Vibrating Maid" came on.. we didn't even finish the movie. Ugh.. so horrible.
Cast list just came in.. I got chorus/dancer...
We have our Christmas tree... it's so small I was kind of disappointed.. Everything's a disappointment today...
I don't feel good.
I don't even know what to say.
I've been so angry all day. It's starting to lessen now.. but I can't see why...
There's so many emotions I'm feeling but I don't even know how to describe it, I don't really want to either cause everything will just get screwed up and everyone will hate me..
I don't know what's real anymore.. is there truth in anything?
I'm going to lay down.