-+And all I see is him and me forever and forever And I know it’s only in my mind+-
It's 4:45 and I hate life!
I didn't really do anything this weekend, compared to other weekends. Saturday I didn't go out except for the craft fair etc. At night I went to the movies though with Jacob, Kevin, Dean, Alex, and Adam. We saw Master and Commander. It was really good. Kevin is so mean.
Sunday, I went to the mall with Michael and my mom. We just picked out some stuff for Christmas and I tried to find stuff to get other people, but my search was futile. All I know is for Michael I'm getting him the Yellowcard cd. And.. some day this week after school Michael and I are going to Patricia of Mullica Hill cause thats like my moms fav store so we have to public transportation it.. Anyway we spent like 5 hours at the mall. I saw 3 skirts and a jacket.. nice nice. At night I watched SNL christmas. Good stuff.
AH! tomorrow is my mom's birtday! I hate never having any money.. I'll make her a card..
So.. Today... Nothing big really went down. Emily was shadowing Mariel so that was cool. Oh and in Latin we had this big verb syntax test. 40 verbs in 42 minutes. I beasted it.. I'm surprised I actually knew what to do and could stay focused considering it's first period.
After school was one act play meeting. We have like 10 people of the freshman class doing it so we have to figure out something to do.
I need to do something.. I'm so bored. Hopefully someone will be willing to do something tonight.
Oh, Speaking of Les Mis.. On Saturday I was reading the newspaper and there was an ad for Les Mis coming to the Acadamy in Philly. I look over at my dad and he says "Front row balcony, 8:00 March 20- $300" Yessss. Atleast I have something to look forward to.
Well.. Thoughts.. hmm.. I'm not enjoying life right now. "How can you answer the question 'what's wrong?' when nothing's right?" (compliments of Jana). That pretty much sums it up right now. I wrote another poem in studyhall today but I think I probably shouldn't put it on here..
No one understands. I'm so close to giving up altogether.. but theres that one element left.. I feel so stupid to keep holding on to it. But I just can't let go.. Why even try? There's no fucking point. I'm tired of it all..
I didn't really do anything this weekend, compared to other weekends. Saturday I didn't go out except for the craft fair etc. At night I went to the movies though with Jacob, Kevin, Dean, Alex, and Adam. We saw Master and Commander. It was really good. Kevin is so mean.
Sunday, I went to the mall with Michael and my mom. We just picked out some stuff for Christmas and I tried to find stuff to get other people, but my search was futile. All I know is for Michael I'm getting him the Yellowcard cd. And.. some day this week after school Michael and I are going to Patricia of Mullica Hill cause thats like my moms fav store so we have to public transportation it.. Anyway we spent like 5 hours at the mall. I saw 3 skirts and a jacket.. nice nice. At night I watched SNL christmas. Good stuff.
AH! tomorrow is my mom's birtday! I hate never having any money.. I'll make her a card..
So.. Today... Nothing big really went down. Emily was shadowing Mariel so that was cool. Oh and in Latin we had this big verb syntax test. 40 verbs in 42 minutes. I beasted it.. I'm surprised I actually knew what to do and could stay focused considering it's first period.
After school was one act play meeting. We have like 10 people of the freshman class doing it so we have to figure out something to do.
I need to do something.. I'm so bored. Hopefully someone will be willing to do something tonight.
Oh, Speaking of Les Mis.. On Saturday I was reading the newspaper and there was an ad for Les Mis coming to the Acadamy in Philly. I look over at my dad and he says "Front row balcony, 8:00 March 20- $300" Yessss. Atleast I have something to look forward to.
Well.. Thoughts.. hmm.. I'm not enjoying life right now. "How can you answer the question 'what's wrong?' when nothing's right?" (compliments of Jana). That pretty much sums it up right now. I wrote another poem in studyhall today but I think I probably shouldn't put it on here..
No one understands. I'm so close to giving up altogether.. but theres that one element left.. I feel so stupid to keep holding on to it. But I just can't let go.. Why even try? There's no fucking point. I'm tired of it all..