seriously.

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one of those days where you don't know what to do because if you stop and think about everything, you would just get too overwhelmed and fail to see how ANYTHING could POSSIBLY come out in YOUR favor because of all the shit that has rolled downhill in your general direction in the past month.

it is best to somehow just find things to do so that you don't stop and get lost in the fact that you have absolutely no control over where your life goes anymore.

maybe i need my zoloft again. who knows.