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So, I'm actually posting. usually I don't use this, but I figured that I might as well. and my first post, shall be a lesbionic rant! (even though I'm bi):
My girlfriend's super bad with promises. like, saying she'll call me, and never doing it. Then, when she started going out with Erik (we allow eachother to go out with both genders *shrug*), she started smoking (Erik smokes). So, this wouldn't bother me, if she didn't have like, stage 500 (exaggerating) asthma. I mean what the fuck is that shit? (wow, could we get alittle more dramatic?)(could I put any more parentheses in this shit?)(oh I so could. AND WILL) So, when she told me, and I like, spazzed, she promised to stop after that pack of cigarettes was done. That was like, a month or two ago. Two weeks after she promised, she was down to her last cigarette in that pack (she said the pack would be gone like, after that like, weekend.) and had the audacity(sp?) to smoke it right in front of me. Hah. So, she was like: This is my last one, you can even check my pack and blah blah blah! I was fuckin pissed, so I was like: Fuck that. as far as I'm concerned, that broke you're promise, and you better fucking quit after that (okay, not that mean, but.). And then she was like: Don't worry, I don't expect you to kiss me. I proceeded to start laughing my ass off, and go: Well, I'm glad we're on the same page, because if you didn't know I wasn't gonna kiss you, well you were in for a rude awakening.
(Thought I should put a break in there) Then, is was quiet for a while (we were standing out on her balcony) and she was like: Well, Gerard smokes! and I was like: O_o; YEAH? SO?! Did I know Gerard before he started smoking? (I have actually talked to him before. my frin was at a concert and called me on his cell. Wonderful guy >.>; I almost let it slip I wanted to rape him)(and I've talked to him a couple-ish times, cause he goes to tons of concerts) so her answer was: well.. no.. So then I went: Does Gerard have severe asthma?!, response was no... with a sad look. Then she brought up Frank smoking, with the same questions and answers, and then she went and brushed her teeth and shit. We sat in her room for a fucking half an hour before we talked, and that was only because I started feeling sick.
Then, I finally met Erik, all went well for the most part. But then. This weekend. she pulled a pack of cigarettes from her purse when she was rummaging. What. the. Fuck. I was pissed, but didn't wanna wreck the weekend, so I didn't say anything. So then, yesterday and today, online, she didn't even acknowledge I was on. so today I made a remark about it in an IM and she spazzed and signed off and I e-mailed her with all my issues with the shit about her hurting me.
Could I be more emo? I think not. I think I lost myself halfway through the post. *shrug*
My girlfriend's super bad with promises. like, saying she'll call me, and never doing it. Then, when she started going out with Erik (we allow eachother to go out with both genders *shrug*), she started smoking (Erik smokes). So, this wouldn't bother me, if she didn't have like, stage 500 (exaggerating) asthma. I mean what the fuck is that shit? (wow, could we get alittle more dramatic?)(could I put any more parentheses in this shit?)(oh I so could. AND WILL) So, when she told me, and I like, spazzed, she promised to stop after that pack of cigarettes was done. That was like, a month or two ago. Two weeks after she promised, she was down to her last cigarette in that pack (she said the pack would be gone like, after that like, weekend.) and had the audacity(sp?) to smoke it right in front of me. Hah. So, she was like: This is my last one, you can even check my pack and blah blah blah! I was fuckin pissed, so I was like: Fuck that. as far as I'm concerned, that broke you're promise, and you better fucking quit after that (okay, not that mean, but.). And then she was like: Don't worry, I don't expect you to kiss me. I proceeded to start laughing my ass off, and go: Well, I'm glad we're on the same page, because if you didn't know I wasn't gonna kiss you, well you were in for a rude awakening.
(Thought I should put a break in there) Then, is was quiet for a while (we were standing out on her balcony) and she was like: Well, Gerard smokes! and I was like: O_o; YEAH? SO?! Did I know Gerard before he started smoking? (I have actually talked to him before. my frin was at a concert and called me on his cell. Wonderful guy >.>; I almost let it slip I wanted to rape him)(and I've talked to him a couple-ish times, cause he goes to tons of concerts) so her answer was: well.. no.. So then I went: Does Gerard have severe asthma?!, response was no... with a sad look. Then she brought up Frank smoking, with the same questions and answers, and then she went and brushed her teeth and shit. We sat in her room for a fucking half an hour before we talked, and that was only because I started feeling sick.
Then, I finally met Erik, all went well for the most part. But then. This weekend. she pulled a pack of cigarettes from her purse when she was rummaging. What. the. Fuck. I was pissed, but didn't wanna wreck the weekend, so I didn't say anything. So then, yesterday and today, online, she didn't even acknowledge I was on. so today I made a remark about it in an IM and she spazzed and signed off and I e-mailed her with all my issues with the shit about her hurting me.
Could I be more emo? I think not. I think I lost myself halfway through the post. *shrug*