No more private.

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This journal is now currently not private. I may make it private in the future but for now I decided, why hide everything? Today I Didn't have to work. I now work Mondays. Tuesdays & Thursdays. I guess it's okay. Latley I feel like everything is slipping but my grades. My grades are excellent but I feel like everything is being pushed away from me even though I am trying to hold on. I feel like my and Cory are falling apart and everytime I think that I just get numb inside because I honestly can not loose him. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. Everytime I see him I think, "Wow I am incredibly lucky." I mean yeah we have our fights but sometimes I guess I just cant let things go. Thats one of my worst characteristics. I really need to stop holding onto things and just move on with my life. I mean my life is moving on but I am still staying in the present. I am not to sure if that made sence but I tried. I feel like changing. I think I am going to start that by dying my hair this week. Maybe Wendsday I will do that.

Love,
Christie