awake
i know that i have no right to be lonely, because i am doing remarkably well for having my best friend be in canada. i've been hanging out with people almost every night. but i am most terribly lonesome. is it wrong to say that i'd trade all this social contact for one person to really care about? well i would. hell, i'd trade it for five minutes of uninterrupted conversation with him.
i have always been the way i am and now i think it's time to change. i can afford to lose a little face, and showing i care might be a welcome change from only thinking how i wish i could. easier said than done.
i got a 4 on my ap physics test. i was psyched. i expected to do much worse.
c'mon. i don't think i can stand this much longer.
i have always been the way i am and now i think it's time to change. i can afford to lose a little face, and showing i care might be a welcome change from only thinking how i wish i could. easier said than done.
i got a 4 on my ap physics test. i was psyched. i expected to do much worse.
c'mon. i don't think i can stand this much longer.