Jul 12, 2005 22:04
i remember doing this a long time ago, but lots of things have changed. i think i'll do it again.
1. you had an influence on me that you don't realize. you've let me down, you think, but the way i see it, you built me up to what i am. you began most of my thoughts, and now even though they are different, many are continued based on you.
2. you and i had a strong relationship for years. we didn't know each other until after middle school, but while it went on, it was great. we did so many things together, but rarely was it just us two. i didn't notice it so much back then, but it makes sense now why our relationship is what it is. i felt that we could talk about anything, and maybe we could back then, but now it doesn't phase you to not talk for months. i tried keeping in touch, but it's hardly worth chasing something that isn't mutual.
3. you were always someone i looked up to. i always denied it when i was younger, but it was true. while we have our different beliefs, we still respect each other so much and have had some great talks and discussions. your open minded nature is inspiring and i'm glad we're becoming closer.
4. wow, where to start with you. you are someone i've experienced every feeling with. we've made so many memories, and each seems to get better in it's own way. the more time we spend together, the more i appreciate you and what we have. i hope it goes on for years to come.
5. i've had the most inconsistant relationship with you. i've beleived in you so much some times, and been at the other end of the spectrum entirely others. i've questioned your intentions more than i should, but overall i can always seem to turn to you when i need you. while it's not in the same way it was in years past, i feel i understand you so much better now, and i'm glad you're here.