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thinking back on it, i always knew i'd be bad at college.
i'm just too used to how my life was.
maybe part of liking college is letting that go.
i don;t want to give up that life for this one though.
this life isnt what i want.
i dont want to be in the middle of ct.
this place is a serious bubble.
i forget that there is a whole world out there.
and i want that.
some may say that after college is teh time to go out into the world.
but what if this college fucks me into not being able to take on the world.
i thought college would help me grow.
but this is in no way independence.
at least how i imagined it to be.
i'm just too used to how my life was.
maybe part of liking college is letting that go.
i don;t want to give up that life for this one though.
this life isnt what i want.
i dont want to be in the middle of ct.
this place is a serious bubble.
i forget that there is a whole world out there.
and i want that.
some may say that after college is teh time to go out into the world.
but what if this college fucks me into not being able to take on the world.
i thought college would help me grow.
but this is in no way independence.
at least how i imagined it to be.