don't lie to yourself...
Saturday night went to that party thing with my parents and my uncle and korin. Nothing interesting happened, just hung out with Cindy's son who is actually a pretty hc kid. Snuck about 4 shots of vodka, even after i said i quit drinking liquor. Then they started up with karaoke which was not too enjoyable so me and korin just sat on the couch watching tv until we left. The whole ride home was hilarious, my dad was being funny as fuck. "I wanna play.." haha, only one person knows what im talking about <3. Sunday spent the day at korin's and smoked some nice crippie out of a (red) bong. And again, this is not even a day after i said i quit smoking bud. Found out that the show on saturday at cici's kicked major ass and everyone loved us. And now there's some gay drama going about the band because of extreme nonsense but wtfever. Weird occurance: sunday nite i decide im just gonna stay home on monday. I said to myself i wish i had a really good excuse to tell my parents. About an hour later i start coughing a lot and i wake up feeling like shit. Very strange yes, but it worked out nice. Ryan came over yesterday and we cleaned his car. Found the lucky panties and an empty box of condoms. Haha...he flipped out. Today im home again and was supposed to go out after school but now i don't know if that's gonna happen. My dad was bitching at me this morning and told me to be in bed by 10 every nite this week...because i was up at midnight on the phone. Which is gay, because i got up at 6 anyway and felt like shit so i turned my alarm off and layed back down. Well, my crotch itches, so im off to scratch it...
SOTD: Mae - Ready And Waiting To Fall
Drowning just as fast as I can
But don't throw me a line
Don't reach out your hand
Cause I'm on the brink of something beautiful
And I want to sing about it
But I don't know where to begin
Write a letter
But the words don't come out right
Try and explain how nobody can do me like
You don't understand how helpless I can get
Since the day that we met
Oh can you feel it yet?
It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
Spinning around and around
Until my left was my right
And up became down
With just one look
You knocked me off my feet
So unable to speek
Oh how you made me weak
Though it was a while ago
I still can recall
That moment, so ready
And waiting to fall
Can you take me back in time
Remembering when
You captured my heart
Over and over again
It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
(Waiting to fall)
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
SOTD: Mae - Ready And Waiting To Fall
Drowning just as fast as I can
But don't throw me a line
Don't reach out your hand
Cause I'm on the brink of something beautiful
And I want to sing about it
But I don't know where to begin
Write a letter
But the words don't come out right
Try and explain how nobody can do me like
You don't understand how helpless I can get
Since the day that we met
Oh can you feel it yet?
It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
Spinning around and around
Until my left was my right
And up became down
With just one look
You knocked me off my feet
So unable to speek
Oh how you made me weak
Though it was a while ago
I still can recall
That moment, so ready
And waiting to fall
Can you take me back in time
Remembering when
You captured my heart
Over and over again
It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
(Waiting to fall)
I can feel something different from the first time
Heaven makes sense
And all the words ryhme
No chance in stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, wouldn't dare
What a wild ride
I remember being ready
And waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight