May 12, 2005 17:44
Let's see. Monday went with abby and her mom to the mall and picked up some late a-day presents for my love. Tuesday rode my bike all the way over to korin's and gave the stuff to her. Later on walked to meet ricky and chill at the treefort trail. We wind up going too far along a road and I call ricky's mom and she comes and picks up me and korin off the road and we go looking for ricky's stupid ass lol. Finally find him and just chill at the trail for a while. On the way back to her house we run into tiff and casey. Some dudes passed by when we were in the road and yelled something so casey flicked them off. They stopped the car and opened the door and the driver was about to get out, and they looked about our age and apparently they wanted to start shit. All of a sudeen ryan rides up out of nowhere while we're in the street with as i lay dying fucking blaring. He starts to stop near us and im pointing to his car headbanging and flicking the dudes off. They ride off...HAHA, fucking OWNED! It was fucking hardcore if i do say so myself. Went to wal-mart later and rode the horsies :). Dropped me off at home and my dad got pissed because he wanted me back at 9 and it was like 10 after 10. Been grounded since then and i haven't done shit. Korin is also grounded for not getting up for school so it's pretty ironic and it works out alrite i guess. Originally were playing two shows this weekend but since keith's parents aren't letting us practice that's out of the question now, which is a real bummber. Oh well, starting tomorrow after school i will be fucked up until i wake up for school on monday. Hooray!
SOTD: A Static Lullaby - Love To Hate, Hate To Me
Read the tale of my desire
Never walk away
A book of hate
Never exhale
1000 volts
I'll never walk away
For every smile you gave me
Never exhale
As your eyes close
I'll bring before the sight of true unhappiness
Whisper I care
Then gracious enough to let you go
Remember me for the times I ruined you
Not I made you smile
Take this blade to my wrist
Help me end what makes you ugly
Swimming in the pools of my mind
You come to me at night
Leave me black and save yourself
Never walk away
A book of hate
Never exhale
1000 volts
I'll never walk away
For every smile you gave me
Never exhale
The story prolongs
With each word my stomach starts to turn
I have swallowed nails
So I can never say your name
Now words are heard through my eyes
Take this blade to my wrist
Help me end what makes you ugly
Swimming in the pools of my mind
You come to me at night
Leave me black and save yourself
Can you see the fire that burns from my heart
This song is for you
So perfect
I have made an attempt to have you
Light up this cigarette
Tonight I will sleep with the gun in my mouth
Goodnight, my love