Forcing myself
I have someone in my life who shouldnt be. I have several people in my life who shouldnt be. Be mean to me and I can cry and get over you and usually move on. Keep talking to me and well apparently I can be the asshole who will hold on. I know theres nothing there I know he has moved on. I also know I need to do something... not sure what tho so for now its this:
Breakfast : Oatmeal and Hot Chocolate
Shanes Appt 830
Skin Test 10
Home- email, wash, decide what Im doing this afternoon. maybe take a ride . I wanted to walk but its really cold and windy here and I am still coughing bad so I dont think thats a good idea yet
more to follow... yes im bored
EDIT: 330pm
Lunch was ok Ham and cheese sandwich. Not the best choice but I guess better than not eating at all then gorging myself later.
Kids home Pierogies for dinner.....yaye more carbs:(
Edit 11:47opm
Wont bore you with random details......hoping for a better day tomorrow.
Oh and the "special friend" I had in my life.......I let him go today. Sweet guy......awesome lover....but we want different things and honestly I dont want to get attached again and then he walks away when he finds something better. If thats the types of men I attract I think I would just rather be alone.
Breakfast : Oatmeal and Hot Chocolate
Shanes Appt 830
Skin Test 10
Home- email, wash, decide what Im doing this afternoon. maybe take a ride . I wanted to walk but its really cold and windy here and I am still coughing bad so I dont think thats a good idea yet
more to follow... yes im bored
EDIT: 330pm
Lunch was ok Ham and cheese sandwich. Not the best choice but I guess better than not eating at all then gorging myself later.
Kids home Pierogies for dinner.....yaye more carbs:(
Edit 11:47opm
Wont bore you with random details......hoping for a better day tomorrow.
Oh and the "special friend" I had in my life.......I let him go today. Sweet guy......awesome lover....but we want different things and honestly I dont want to get attached again and then he walks away when he finds something better. If thats the types of men I attract I think I would just rather be alone.