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In case you haven't noticed I'm home alone tonight with really not a whole lot to do other than update. Its nights like this that I wish I was back in fort mcmurray. I was never lonely there because the people that were there were my friends for so long. I'm really not a big fan of the whole "make new friends" deal, and maybe I'm just becoming antisocial but I like the comfy-ness of people who know all there is about me. It just isn't the same giving a background to every new person I meet. Beside fort mcmurray weren't people that I would set and be like "we are going to be friends today" but people that I just became comfortable with over time.
So now I'm here and I haven't really made any friends, so I have my family and dave, but not much else. I'm just wanting to get involved but without school there isn't really a vehicle for that kind of thing. So I like the people I work with (not that we'd hang out on the weekend or anything mostly because they are all older than me--about 30 years older--and Gabriella is in University but she ahs her own friends and that would be random).
So its lonely here, and I guess I would like some variety but that doesn't really seem like an option. Or maybe it is and I just don't want to put the emotional effort into rejection.
Anyways I'm bored and I can't really get motivated.
So I'll just wait until pookie calls me (how desperate does that sound) because my family is all in invermere/camp.
ok I'm done (this took a long time to write) and now I'll watch mythbusters
So now I'm here and I haven't really made any friends, so I have my family and dave, but not much else. I'm just wanting to get involved but without school there isn't really a vehicle for that kind of thing. So I like the people I work with (not that we'd hang out on the weekend or anything mostly because they are all older than me--about 30 years older--and Gabriella is in University but she ahs her own friends and that would be random).
So its lonely here, and I guess I would like some variety but that doesn't really seem like an option. Or maybe it is and I just don't want to put the emotional effort into rejection.
Anyways I'm bored and I can't really get motivated.
So I'll just wait until pookie calls me (how desperate does that sound) because my family is all in invermere/camp.
ok I'm done (this took a long time to write) and now I'll watch mythbusters