Nothing New...
Everything is the same. Which is ok I suppose. Nothing new or old. Right now I am sort of free of relationships (boyfriend wise) and I guess Im doining better without one. Which is good =). This weekend I hope to hang with a Friend Jenn at Panda Express and catch up on a few things. I don't think she really wants to which is ok I don't mind. It seems she has a lot of stuff on her mind and I don't blame her. I lied, I also have a lot of stuff on my mind. I don't know what it is though... which is normal. I can never figure out anything in my head soo..
I am ready to admitt that I am a very angry person and I accept that fact. I think that I also like being angry, it sort of empowers me to live through another day. Just knowing that there is someone that will piss me off the next day makes me want to live and to live through it =) I don't know if I should or shouldn't be happy about that.. Anyway.
Boywise I also lied. I want to be with someone. Yet I don't know who. I have this feeling that things between me and Rick will not work out so.. I already sort of ruled him out, I just want to be friends. Yet there is this kid I know who says he is srt8 but he is gay, and I really do like him a lot. I am trying not to force him into dating me and so far so good. I suppose. As for me myself and I, It all good. I am just feeling alone a lot more lateley. It isn't anything knew.
Other than all that.... I guess I am ok... Anyway I hope things perk up for me and everyone else I know. It just isn't fair for other people to be... depressed and feel alone, it's not right. But what can one do? Nothin' really. Anyway I will right more I am sure soon. See yall later
Tim
I am ready to admitt that I am a very angry person and I accept that fact. I think that I also like being angry, it sort of empowers me to live through another day. Just knowing that there is someone that will piss me off the next day makes me want to live and to live through it =) I don't know if I should or shouldn't be happy about that.. Anyway.
Boywise I also lied. I want to be with someone. Yet I don't know who. I have this feeling that things between me and Rick will not work out so.. I already sort of ruled him out, I just want to be friends. Yet there is this kid I know who says he is srt8 but he is gay, and I really do like him a lot. I am trying not to force him into dating me and so far so good. I suppose. As for me myself and I, It all good. I am just feeling alone a lot more lateley. It isn't anything knew.
Other than all that.... I guess I am ok... Anyway I hope things perk up for me and everyone else I know. It just isn't fair for other people to be... depressed and feel alone, it's not right. But what can one do? Nothin' really. Anyway I will right more I am sure soon. See yall later
Tim