Dec 08, 2004 12:09
Things change, for reasons unknown. I am starting to like JereLyn again, sort of as more than a friend. I dont understand. Im gay yet, I still have feelings for her. I know Im not bi because She is pretty much the only girl i would consider 'dating'. Its weird. We have some much in common. But I dont know..... I hate not knowing, its weird. I also have feelings for the guy in my science and History call. MH, (Marshall). We can also relate. If I had to choose between JereLyn or MH, I wouldn't be able to choose. They're both wonderful people and I care equilly for both of them. So Im at a cross road.. what now?