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Man, I don't even know about a lot of things right now. I miss a lot of things and a lot of people i love so much and I wish i could have them here right now. Honestly, im not used to single life. I dont like it at all. I hate not having someone there for me like I have had for the past 2 years. Granted it was rocky, but it was still something. I feel like I did before I even went out with Amy. I feel like im not attractive and that no girl up here will like me. And its not like i can really do anything about it because im not really the type of guy to hit on girls. I dont think its really that im shy but id rather get to know the girl before hand and have a quality relationship with a girl i can love. I dunno, I dont have that many friends up here and its kinda making me sad. I wish i knew what to do. Im just depressed and i wish this feeling would go away =(.