i didnt mean to almost die...i wouldve let u kno if i wuz going to
when i get married, will u come?
sure. like in kill bill. ill come and kill every1. cept u.
shes going to florida. i love her so much and i dunno right now. i mean i wanna give her everything her heart wants. i do. i really do. but at the same time i wanna jus live and not worry about will i regret settling down so early. i think i might. and she hates that excuse. but every guy feels it. i dunno.......its driving me crazy. i honestly believe that i need therapy. since friday my mom has jus given me shit about how im an alcoholic and how im a pill popper. this is y i drank so much. i have no other escape. when i wuz drunk, i dont kno what happened. i wuz jus really happy. i wanna be carefree. i need a therapist. bak to her....i wanna give u the garden state ending. i wanna give u the euro trip ending. i wanna give u the notebook ending. i wanna run away with u by my side. but i cant. i feel like i belong here. i want u to stay here. but ur actually better off there. i mean like u said, theres nothing here 4 u. cept 4 me. and u cant "have" me persay, but u still got me. and if im not reason enuff then go. go and dont look bak. spread ur wings and fly. and get ur eagle on. but 1 day our paths will cross and well run away 2gether. maybe not 4 ever, but 4 awhile. and well catch up[ and make babies. and kiss for all those times we werent with each other. and laff at how foolish i was. im depressed. i cant drink alcohol. i dont do drugs. i have no escape. cept football on sunday. and then time with u. gonna be the best time of my life. i have a fuked up void i need to fill...........i need my lisence 2.
sure. like in kill bill. ill come and kill every1. cept u.
shes going to florida. i love her so much and i dunno right now. i mean i wanna give her everything her heart wants. i do. i really do. but at the same time i wanna jus live and not worry about will i regret settling down so early. i think i might. and she hates that excuse. but every guy feels it. i dunno.......its driving me crazy. i honestly believe that i need therapy. since friday my mom has jus given me shit about how im an alcoholic and how im a pill popper. this is y i drank so much. i have no other escape. when i wuz drunk, i dont kno what happened. i wuz jus really happy. i wanna be carefree. i need a therapist. bak to her....i wanna give u the garden state ending. i wanna give u the euro trip ending. i wanna give u the notebook ending. i wanna run away with u by my side. but i cant. i feel like i belong here. i want u to stay here. but ur actually better off there. i mean like u said, theres nothing here 4 u. cept 4 me. and u cant "have" me persay, but u still got me. and if im not reason enuff then go. go and dont look bak. spread ur wings and fly. and get ur eagle on. but 1 day our paths will cross and well run away 2gether. maybe not 4 ever, but 4 awhile. and well catch up[ and make babies. and kiss for all those times we werent with each other. and laff at how foolish i was. im depressed. i cant drink alcohol. i dont do drugs. i have no escape. cept football on sunday. and then time with u. gonna be the best time of my life. i have a fuked up void i need to fill...........i need my lisence 2.