if i were dead.
if i died right now, id want these ppl to kno these things.
mom~i love u. we only have each other. if i were dead, ud prolly be dead too. and vice versa. im all u have and ur all i have. uve always provided. ur a great mother and uve raised me to be strong and not let them see me cry. i havent, mother. even tho it has been like napalm inside me for the past 6 or 7 months, i havent. i love you and i never told u enuff.
justin~ i love u. ur great and ull be great. u grow up, find u a girl, play sports, and never take having ur father around 4 granted. ur a very special kid and u mean more than any1 knows. and u can have all my games and dvds. and pokemon. matter of fact, u got 1st dibs on everything. ;-)
timmy~ i love u. ur always there with ur honest opinion. i love that. ur like my brother. ull grow up and be ok. ull make lots of money and play professional sports til ur 60. but if love knocks, dont deny it. dont listen to anyone other than urself. and u got 2nd dibs.
kyle, brandon, donnie, brandon, dajuan, brian, aaron~ u guys r the world to me. but if u guys read this, then ud call me a fag. but thats cool. id call u 1 too. ::kyle:: ur gonna have a beautiful wife and make a lot of money and support ur dad. stop being such a bad ass and succeed. ::brandon:: go to college. i kno u hate skool, but u can get a free ride on football. dude, do it. and always remember meemeepsthathang. ::donnie:: no1 one could understand the connection we have. it might not seem like it but im almost as close to u as i am timmy. i remember i wuz the first one to comfort about ur mom. ur strong and ur gonna be somebody. get off ur ass and go to skool. ur not fat. girls love u. be a therapist or something. do it for ur mom. ::dajuan:: this guy is my nigga!!! ive known u 4 a while and even tho we might not see each other for weeks at a time, its like i never left. u stay up and help ur mom more often. ::aaron:: wow. in the 7th grade i never thought id be hanging out with u know. but were close now. theres really nothing i can say to u that u dont already know. ull be rich one day. u kno it. but i appreciate all the shit uve been thru with me. and u r the only male friend that seems to understand. ur definitely one of my closest friends.
nikki~ i love you. we can relate in so many ways and uve helped me alot. keep on keepin on.
robyn~......theres nothing for me to say here. even as i think about what im gonna write, my eyes tear up and my heart races. so many times i shouldve cried when i didnt. that all bottled up and turned into anger. and that anger unfortunately was taken out on u. u are everything to me. always will be. theres not even words to describe the love i feel for u. i love u so much. but i wasnt showing it and i got frustrated and threw it away. thats what i do. so many times that ive been abandoned. but u didnt do that 2 me. and it made me love u more. and right now, as i type this, i love u more than ever. i do not deserve u. no way. u go on and fly. spread ur wings and fly. thats what my mom tells me. u do it. ur gonna be rich. jus be u. and go get jessica. and gina. and u guys spend all the time u can 2gether. do not take them 4 granted anymore.
sharon~ i honestly believe ur my soulmate. i love you and would die for u. sometimes theres an automatic connection between ppl. and we had it. i jus wish to god that i get a car soon so that u dont leave me. ur the apple of my eye. i never call u and never want to hear an excuse. i always apologize but u dont wanna hear that either. when its me and u, its me and u. no1 else. i love u. wait 4 me. pleez.
mom~i love u. we only have each other. if i were dead, ud prolly be dead too. and vice versa. im all u have and ur all i have. uve always provided. ur a great mother and uve raised me to be strong and not let them see me cry. i havent, mother. even tho it has been like napalm inside me for the past 6 or 7 months, i havent. i love you and i never told u enuff.
justin~ i love u. ur great and ull be great. u grow up, find u a girl, play sports, and never take having ur father around 4 granted. ur a very special kid and u mean more than any1 knows. and u can have all my games and dvds. and pokemon. matter of fact, u got 1st dibs on everything. ;-)
timmy~ i love u. ur always there with ur honest opinion. i love that. ur like my brother. ull grow up and be ok. ull make lots of money and play professional sports til ur 60. but if love knocks, dont deny it. dont listen to anyone other than urself. and u got 2nd dibs.
kyle, brandon, donnie, brandon, dajuan, brian, aaron~ u guys r the world to me. but if u guys read this, then ud call me a fag. but thats cool. id call u 1 too. ::kyle:: ur gonna have a beautiful wife and make a lot of money and support ur dad. stop being such a bad ass and succeed. ::brandon:: go to college. i kno u hate skool, but u can get a free ride on football. dude, do it. and always remember meemeepsthathang. ::donnie:: no1 one could understand the connection we have. it might not seem like it but im almost as close to u as i am timmy. i remember i wuz the first one to comfort about ur mom. ur strong and ur gonna be somebody. get off ur ass and go to skool. ur not fat. girls love u. be a therapist or something. do it for ur mom. ::dajuan:: this guy is my nigga!!! ive known u 4 a while and even tho we might not see each other for weeks at a time, its like i never left. u stay up and help ur mom more often. ::aaron:: wow. in the 7th grade i never thought id be hanging out with u know. but were close now. theres really nothing i can say to u that u dont already know. ull be rich one day. u kno it. but i appreciate all the shit uve been thru with me. and u r the only male friend that seems to understand. ur definitely one of my closest friends.
nikki~ i love you. we can relate in so many ways and uve helped me alot. keep on keepin on.
robyn~......theres nothing for me to say here. even as i think about what im gonna write, my eyes tear up and my heart races. so many times i shouldve cried when i didnt. that all bottled up and turned into anger. and that anger unfortunately was taken out on u. u are everything to me. always will be. theres not even words to describe the love i feel for u. i love u so much. but i wasnt showing it and i got frustrated and threw it away. thats what i do. so many times that ive been abandoned. but u didnt do that 2 me. and it made me love u more. and right now, as i type this, i love u more than ever. i do not deserve u. no way. u go on and fly. spread ur wings and fly. thats what my mom tells me. u do it. ur gonna be rich. jus be u. and go get jessica. and gina. and u guys spend all the time u can 2gether. do not take them 4 granted anymore.
sharon~ i honestly believe ur my soulmate. i love you and would die for u. sometimes theres an automatic connection between ppl. and we had it. i jus wish to god that i get a car soon so that u dont leave me. ur the apple of my eye. i never call u and never want to hear an excuse. i always apologize but u dont wanna hear that either. when its me and u, its me and u. no1 else. i love u. wait 4 me. pleez.