Bits and pieces from the past
This isn't the first time I've been lost. In fact, its one of the infinate times my mind has over taken my body and has caused inability to be productive in anything but doubting.With her racing through my mind I glare across the river and see the thousands of bulbs that illuminate the concrete structures that make up this town. I don't want her to think I'm changing back to the way I was; the same guy who was unable to reach her in the desperate texts. Staying away doesn't seem to help. Once again, my mind takes over. With my legs hanging over the edge I can feel the empty space between myself and the ground, much like the space between her and I. Although, that is what I feel. Maybe not what she feels. Maybe.
I know it would be different if she was here. I know we'd be hand in hand, not having anyone know.
I know you said I wasn't wasting my time. But things change and it wouldn't be right to not let me know.
I have one night still fresh in my memory that proves dream girls arn't always so unobtainable.
Just like this moment right now that will soon be destroyed by the sunrise I will not forget it but who knows when I will re-live it.
I know it would be different if she was here. I know we'd be hand in hand, not having anyone know.
I know you said I wasn't wasting my time. But things change and it wouldn't be right to not let me know.
I have one night still fresh in my memory that proves dream girls arn't always so unobtainable.
Just like this moment right now that will soon be destroyed by the sunrise I will not forget it but who knows when I will re-live it.