Impossible Germany, Unlikely Japan
Its been close to two years since I've written anything in this thing. Here I lay, uninspired and deflated. I feel like I did two years ago but lonelier. Imagine getting everything you wanted from life but at the cost of your family moving and the impending doom of being forever lonesome. If I could do it over I couldn't say if I'd do anything different. I drink, smoke, don't eat right, don't exercise and I'm not having any fun. I'm 20 years old and I feel like a frail broken person. I pray for inspiration in someone. Someone who makes the sunrise in the morning and puts the butterflies in your belly. All I can hope for is for enough to help myself get the fuck out of being isolated. I'm not patient, I want it now.