May 14, 2005 20:58
Ok I havent even really even wrote in this thing before, but theres alot I need to let out
First off...I really miss maggie...she is the girl that i was able to go to prom with and had the pleasure of being with....her and I held hands and I really like her alot....I miss her....I had such and awesome night (1 week ago) and I would give almost anything to relive it again....just so i could see her....Secondly...there have been many girls that I have liked and formed great and trusting friendships from those....I love you all really I do..Leslie...I hope that things go great for you and I am glad that we have become friends....Next....My friend catrina and I have fought quite a bit...she said she didnt want to be friends and I was like ok....I refused to fight with her and she said some hurtful things....now she wants to be friends again...I'm not sure....Life is going on...I'm still here in the past....I wanna relive these past few weeks just to remember the memories once again....I want to be with maggie so badly...I want to hold her and cuddle with her and be with her and ....everything else....I just wish I could be..It may happen, but as of right now we arent together and I miss her....I have never developed feelings like this for anybody so fast....I think it may mean something...or it could just mean nothing....I will be a graduate of CCHS in less than a week...that blows my mind....I know what I am going to do, but even with that in mind....I am still lost and confused.....Hoping for the best just hope that nothing happens I know you well enough to know you never loved me.....yeah....