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Ryan flew out to L.A. so the two of us could talk in person. He showed up at my door with a dozen roses and I don't think I've been so happy or nervous to see someone in a long time. As soon as the door was closed, I just wanted to throw myself into his arms. Instead I put the flowers in water and the most I did was hold his hand.
Unfortunately, Yahoo decided to screw us up and we never got to finish our conversation and I never got the hug and kiss and I wanted so badly. The good news though is I have more faith we can get past this and be truly together again. In the end, I love him and I'm willing to fight for our love.
Ryan, I'll be looking forward to seeing you again and if I don't have enough courage to do it, please make sure I get that hug and kiss I so desperately need.
Unfortunately, Yahoo decided to screw us up and we never got to finish our conversation and I never got the hug and kiss and I wanted so badly. The good news though is I have more faith we can get past this and be truly together again. In the end, I love him and I'm willing to fight for our love.
Ryan, I'll be looking forward to seeing you again and if I don't have enough courage to do it, please make sure I get that hug and kiss I so desperately need.