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tomorrow is the dreaded day of hearts....T_T" bah humbug is what i say to that...but whatever, cuz im gonna man up and tell him exactly how i feel tomorrow...its not my intention to tell him my feelings on valentines day, its just that i made up my mind and i want this thing over and done with, the day is pure coincidence...its kinda like my way of closing this matter up...if he doesnt feel the same, i'll be cool with it and if he does then greeeat. i just feel like ive been beating around the bush for too long and i dont think i can stand it anymore...he's not exactly making moves or moving mountains for that matter...well, if you want something done right, you just gotta do it yourself. and thats exactly what im doing. im just psyching myself up and wishing for the best. not to mention, preparing myself for the ache of rejection...i dont know how im gonna handle that but i know that im not gonna pussy out. ive grown up and im gonna act like it. im just gonna suck it up, and take it like a man.