Belated Happy Birthday

Sep 14, 2006 23:34

Do you care? Does it matter? Is there a point in counting? I don't think you even understand about the birthday thing. I know I thought that. Did you get it?

Growing up though, the great adventure. Nothing as fun, nothing as scary. Did you know? You loved the car rides, the eating out, the music. Everything new. Everything stimulating. Growing up. Games, music, videos, itsy-bitsy spider. Every bit as wonderful as the previous.

That's what a birthday should be. Reflecting, thinking, understanding. It's a personal new years. But does ash reflect? I remember the day I found out that you stopped. I can't stop reflecting, I'm not ash yet.

Happy sixth, or happy four and a half.
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