Wrappin' it up...
This month was killer. Truly awesome. I spent time with so many amazing friends and had such an enjoyable time... I'm suddenly not sure I'm ready to leave it behind. It's killing me. I just got back from a weekend at Cedar Point with my Fish N Chips boys. It was a stellar time, just perfect. I love those guys. That was the last thing I'll do with them for quite some time, so it's just sad to realize. Ya know? It's officially time to close the door on the CMU chapter of my life, and I'm not ready. I guess I never will be though. It has done it's job... I feel so prepared to take on the real world, truly. It's just so hard to leave behind so many people I love so much. I can be strong... I hope.
I've been successful in my collegiate career. I'm happy with who I am. I'm SO happy with my group of friends. That's what I'm the most scared to leave. I'm just scared I won't find people I connect with like I have here. People I could talk to for hours, like Lindsay, Mike, Amy, Jesi... ugh I mean there's tons of them. And we've all been through such an awesome experience together. I guess that this is really just me being so happy with my experience... which I truly am. I'm just not quite ready to let go...
This is positive... haha, it really is. If I weren't this sad to leave it would mean my experience wasn't amazing. And it was.
I've been successful in my collegiate career. I'm happy with who I am. I'm SO happy with my group of friends. That's what I'm the most scared to leave. I'm just scared I won't find people I connect with like I have here. People I could talk to for hours, like Lindsay, Mike, Amy, Jesi... ugh I mean there's tons of them. And we've all been through such an awesome experience together. I guess that this is really just me being so happy with my experience... which I truly am. I'm just not quite ready to let go...
This is positive... haha, it really is. If I weren't this sad to leave it would mean my experience wasn't amazing. And it was.