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i need to write this somewhere
i miss jimmy. since we hooked up when i was in brisbane it makes me miss him.
i feel so lame writing it but meh
secret desire i want to do. develop new friends that dont take drugs. that want to spend time with me on the weekends going out and doing things. not munting and making out with randoms
wont happen.
i have the thought in my head of moving back to brisbane at the end of august. its when i have to move because our lease runs out.
i could move home. id get another job easily. i could calm down a bit. go back to uni next year. start to direct myself. maybe even get back with jimmy (im tragic)
but i like my life here in melbourne. i like my crazy weekends. i like my friends here.
i am torn. i dont know where to head.
i miss jimmy. since we hooked up when i was in brisbane it makes me miss him.
i feel so lame writing it but meh
secret desire i want to do. develop new friends that dont take drugs. that want to spend time with me on the weekends going out and doing things. not munting and making out with randoms
wont happen.
i have the thought in my head of moving back to brisbane at the end of august. its when i have to move because our lease runs out.
i could move home. id get another job easily. i could calm down a bit. go back to uni next year. start to direct myself. maybe even get back with jimmy (im tragic)
but i like my life here in melbourne. i like my crazy weekends. i like my friends here.
i am torn. i dont know where to head.