journal
Well i changed my journal but i dont like it but i was tired of the way it looked before. I guess im changing with the journal it is like showing how i feel about myself which is not really good right now. I have done a lot of bad things to people and alot of people think that im a dick so im sorry. A lot of people hate me right now and i dont blame them ive treated people the way that i feel about myself and not the way that they should be treated so if i have hurt anyone im sorry. Im starting over no more am i going to be bothering anyone on here or anything like that. Ive noticed over the past week that my life sux. no one even talked to me at the float this week and when they did they were usually mad at me. I noticed that i dont have the friends that i thought that i did. No girls will even talk to me anymore and if they do i make them mad and they end up hating me. Ill give exampls so you can see what i mean i put on here that i liked rashell and what happens she ends up hating me, i put on here numerous times that i liked brittany and guess what she hates me and wont eben talk to me, i pissed telena off the other night and im guessing she felt sorry for me thats why she decided to come to the bnonfire and hangout with me when i ws trying to calm her down some about the miles thingy and i could so i figured im not very interesting and cant make people laugh anymore. I know that i sound like a downer on my self but i am telling the truth and there is no doubt in my mind about it. I dont even deserve to take anyone of yall to the concert. I feel like an asshole to alot of people alot of people hate me and they have never even talked to me.
I know that i am a short, ugly, shy kid that no one likes or ever will. I havent had a girlfriend since the ninth grade so yea im a loser. I think that no girl has ever like me or ever will. Ive tried my hardest to even talk to girls but apparently i cant even have asimple conversation with one anymore. so i dont know what to do. i think i am going to go back to the kid thats a loner that never even talks to anyone like i was when i first moved here. People on here have said im cutee and sweet and i know thats not true. i really dont know what to do anymore.
I know that i will get comments about how all thats not true but i know it is but you can comment anyways.
I know that i am a short, ugly, shy kid that no one likes or ever will. I havent had a girlfriend since the ninth grade so yea im a loser. I think that no girl has ever like me or ever will. Ive tried my hardest to even talk to girls but apparently i cant even have asimple conversation with one anymore. so i dont know what to do. i think i am going to go back to the kid thats a loner that never even talks to anyone like i was when i first moved here. People on here have said im cutee and sweet and i know thats not true. i really dont know what to do anymore.
I know that i will get comments about how all thats not true but i know it is but you can comment anyways.