I miss him...
I miss my brother! Never really thought about how much my brother TRULY meant to me. I read his letter tonight and he told me he will probably be spending the rest of his serving time in prison. He should get out in 2008 but knowing that is going to make the time go by even slower. Even though he hasn't been there for me physically as much as the church has been, he's been just as much help, mentally, as the church in alot of my decisions. I've said it before and I will say it again...my brother is the only one in my family that I can say I love. I don't know what happened but I had wrote him a letter one night and I had it in the envelope ready to send but when I woke up the next morning it was gone. I searced under my bed, under my computer, in my computer because I had been working on it, under the desk and under and in the boxes under the desk but I couldn't find it anywhere. I hope he doesn't think I hate him or anything. I could see why he would think that because I haven't visited him for almost 6 months and he hasn't received one letter from me yet. I don't think I'm going to work tomorrow. I really need tomorrow off so I can make it up here to the bible chair and release some of this depression just by having some fun but I don't know what to tell them at work.