What happened between us (very long)
Jessica: I hate to do this, but right now I feel that it is best. I think we need to break up now, before we get too envolved. I know now that this relationship wont go anywhere past my graduating high school in a few months and I would rather end it now than then. Sorry for everything. I do care about you more than you know and I will ALWAYS be here for you. When you need someone to lean on or hug. I am here. I just don't think that we should be a couple anymore. So just in case you need clarification I am breaking up with you. I am not trying to be mean or anything I really don't want to hurt you, but I can't go on with this relationship. I meant what I said about being there for you. I PROMISE i will be there when you need me. Well I have to go. Sorry ...
Tim: I know you're probably getting frustrated with me and all my emails now but
I can't help it. You seemed alright Sunday night when you dropped me off at
home. What happened? You said you didn't see this relationship going
anywhere past your high school graduation. If it has anything to do with me
putting off the ACT registration and a better job then I'm sorry but that
can be changed quick. I sent in the ACT packet awhile back and I'll be
taking the test in April. I have one question that I'm sure I already know
the answer to but I want to ask anyway. Would it make any difference if I
were to end up going to ETBU? Would we be able to give it another chance?
This is the last email I'll be sending you until you reply to one of my
emails.
Jessica: It is hard to explain exactly why I broke up with you. And although it had a little to do with the job and the ACT and ETBU, it was mainly about communication. You see a relationship without communication isn't a relationship at all. Yes I know you don't talk very much and when you do its hard for you. BUT!!! There is the whole physical communication thing too. I guess you don't understand that what cory was saying was true. When you hold your girl it says a lot. You don't even have to say anything. Its kind of like kissing someone. you know? YOu kiss and you know you have some kind of feelings for the person. But you hardly ever touched me. And I don't mean that in the perverted way, I just mean that I never really felt...I don't know...wanted by you...??? I don't know how to say it. I mean ehh? I don't know. But last night I was thinking about giving it another try. But... I want to start out by dating. and then, I will see about the whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing. Do you understand any of this. I tried to explain all this to one of my friends and when I said communicate in the physical manner they thought, well, I think even you can figure out what wen through their mind. OH and the reason I couldn't check my e-mail yesterday was because Brent baker was working on mr. bradleys computer and I didn't have 0-hour. Anyways, if you want explanations. e-mail me after I call this morning, or call me later this afternoon.
Tim: I understand all of it. Thanks for explaining. This may sound strange but
the reason I hardly ever touched you was because I wasn't sure if it would
be alright. I know I shouldn'y have thought that probably but that's just
me. I want to make sure who I am with is comfortable with something before I
do it. If I knew that's what was going on that night when Cory said those
things I would have done things a little differently that day. I'm sorry. I
will do things differently if I can get another chance and of course start
out with dating. Another reason I love you so much...forgiving and
understanding. Thank you!
Jessica: yeah yeah...lol (really hard) Thanks for telling me now....lol (again). . Anyways, yeah, if you want to date again we can. Hopefully you will not be afraid to ask me if you feel like moving forward in any way, or talk to me...ya know. The only way a relationship can progress is by communication. And if we don't have that then it will just be...ya know? DULL. Anyways, I guess the rest is up to you. You ARE the guy you know. Like Cory says...Be a man. lol... You can call around 4. If we aren't home leave a message. I bet we'll be home though.
Tim: I'm going to try my hardest to talk to you more and open up to you as much
as possible. I would love to start dating again. Of course I'll be afraid to
move forward but I'm not going to let that get in the way. Anytime I see you
alone at work and Cary isn't there I will step up and do what I should have
done before. Sorry for being so stupid and non-talkative.
Jessica: eh. I don't have much to say today. Oh well. See ya. OH did you know aron and crystal quit??? AHHH.. that means cary will be closing more often. Gotta go
Tim: That sucks they quit. I don't like when Cary closes. Sorry I didn't make it
to church last night. I'm going to go take a shower so I guess I'll talk to
you later. Bye
Jessica: ok so i told you that they quit, but I talked to crystal today and she said that they haven't quit yet...I don't know I am glad to hear that they are not quiting. Ok den..lol I guess I will talk to you later. If you are off you can call me. You can call any time between 5 and 10 tonight. see ya.
Jessica: Ok so what I was going to say on the phone was...if you move to commerce I don't think we should continue to date...I mean we really haven't started yet, but, oh I don't know, but it shouldn't continue if or when you go to commerce. Sry, but I just don't see that working out very well. Oh and if you don't want to go to hearts i have someone else in mind. It doesn't matter who I go with I am going just as friends. If I go with you, it will be as friends as well. Ok so I am going to let you go now. If you have any suggestions or think I should reconsider something let me know...it might happen it just depends. see ya
Tim: Yea the whole dating thing I knew would have to stop. I really do love and
care about you and I wish we could continue but I...I don't know, it just
feels like I need to go back to Commerce. The only suggestion I have is to
keep in touch. You have my cell phone number and I will give you my address
in Commerce once I get and keep sending me emails as well. I would like to
go to the dance with you but I don't think I'll be here but if I am yea I
would still like to go...it's your decision though and I'll be fine wiith
any decision. Well, I'm going to go get some breakfast. I guess I'll talk to
you later. Bye
Jessica: I find it really hard to believe in true love anymore. I just thought i would get that off my chest. And no we will not be going to the hearts dance together and please don't expect me to keep in touch. Sry, I just don't think that would be a good idea. Anyways, have a good life...
Tim: I know you're probably getting frustrated with me and all my emails now but
I can't help it. You seemed alright Sunday night when you dropped me off at
home. What happened? You said you didn't see this relationship going
anywhere past your high school graduation. If it has anything to do with me
putting off the ACT registration and a better job then I'm sorry but that
can be changed quick. I sent in the ACT packet awhile back and I'll be
taking the test in April. I have one question that I'm sure I already know
the answer to but I want to ask anyway. Would it make any difference if I
were to end up going to ETBU? Would we be able to give it another chance?
This is the last email I'll be sending you until you reply to one of my
emails.
Jessica: It is hard to explain exactly why I broke up with you. And although it had a little to do with the job and the ACT and ETBU, it was mainly about communication. You see a relationship without communication isn't a relationship at all. Yes I know you don't talk very much and when you do its hard for you. BUT!!! There is the whole physical communication thing too. I guess you don't understand that what cory was saying was true. When you hold your girl it says a lot. You don't even have to say anything. Its kind of like kissing someone. you know? YOu kiss and you know you have some kind of feelings for the person. But you hardly ever touched me. And I don't mean that in the perverted way, I just mean that I never really felt...I don't know...wanted by you...??? I don't know how to say it. I mean ehh? I don't know. But last night I was thinking about giving it another try. But... I want to start out by dating. and then, I will see about the whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing. Do you understand any of this. I tried to explain all this to one of my friends and when I said communicate in the physical manner they thought, well, I think even you can figure out what wen through their mind. OH and the reason I couldn't check my e-mail yesterday was because Brent baker was working on mr. bradleys computer and I didn't have 0-hour. Anyways, if you want explanations. e-mail me after I call this morning, or call me later this afternoon.
Tim: I understand all of it. Thanks for explaining. This may sound strange but
the reason I hardly ever touched you was because I wasn't sure if it would
be alright. I know I shouldn'y have thought that probably but that's just
me. I want to make sure who I am with is comfortable with something before I
do it. If I knew that's what was going on that night when Cory said those
things I would have done things a little differently that day. I'm sorry. I
will do things differently if I can get another chance and of course start
out with dating. Another reason I love you so much...forgiving and
understanding. Thank you!
Jessica: yeah yeah...lol (really hard) Thanks for telling me now....lol (again). . Anyways, yeah, if you want to date again we can. Hopefully you will not be afraid to ask me if you feel like moving forward in any way, or talk to me...ya know. The only way a relationship can progress is by communication. And if we don't have that then it will just be...ya know? DULL. Anyways, I guess the rest is up to you. You ARE the guy you know. Like Cory says...Be a man. lol... You can call around 4. If we aren't home leave a message. I bet we'll be home though.
Tim: I'm going to try my hardest to talk to you more and open up to you as much
as possible. I would love to start dating again. Of course I'll be afraid to
move forward but I'm not going to let that get in the way. Anytime I see you
alone at work and Cary isn't there I will step up and do what I should have
done before. Sorry for being so stupid and non-talkative.
Jessica: eh. I don't have much to say today. Oh well. See ya. OH did you know aron and crystal quit??? AHHH.. that means cary will be closing more often. Gotta go
Tim: That sucks they quit. I don't like when Cary closes. Sorry I didn't make it
to church last night. I'm going to go take a shower so I guess I'll talk to
you later. Bye
Jessica: ok so i told you that they quit, but I talked to crystal today and she said that they haven't quit yet...I don't know I am glad to hear that they are not quiting. Ok den..lol I guess I will talk to you later. If you are off you can call me. You can call any time between 5 and 10 tonight. see ya.
Jessica: Ok so what I was going to say on the phone was...if you move to commerce I don't think we should continue to date...I mean we really haven't started yet, but, oh I don't know, but it shouldn't continue if or when you go to commerce. Sry, but I just don't see that working out very well. Oh and if you don't want to go to hearts i have someone else in mind. It doesn't matter who I go with I am going just as friends. If I go with you, it will be as friends as well. Ok so I am going to let you go now. If you have any suggestions or think I should reconsider something let me know...it might happen it just depends. see ya
Tim: Yea the whole dating thing I knew would have to stop. I really do love and
care about you and I wish we could continue but I...I don't know, it just
feels like I need to go back to Commerce. The only suggestion I have is to
keep in touch. You have my cell phone number and I will give you my address
in Commerce once I get and keep sending me emails as well. I would like to
go to the dance with you but I don't think I'll be here but if I am yea I
would still like to go...it's your decision though and I'll be fine wiith
any decision. Well, I'm going to go get some breakfast. I guess I'll talk to
you later. Bye
Jessica: I find it really hard to believe in true love anymore. I just thought i would get that off my chest. And no we will not be going to the hearts dance together and please don't expect me to keep in touch. Sry, I just don't think that would be a good idea. Anyways, have a good life...