heal over

May 06, 2007 16:48

Is it very difficult to see why, it is the way things are. Doesn’t take a genius to realize, that sometimes life is hard. Its gonna take time, but you just have to wait its gonna be fine….

KT Tunstall says it all when I need some healing. That pain is built to last but you just have to tell yourself that feelings are in the past. And so are things that are unfortunate and ill timed. They will all be in the past. It haunts me day and day and it pains me to realize that the most unfortunate things happen to people who don’t deserve it. I lost myself and a lot more things that are much too precious to me. I was made to know things and control things but there are just some instances that come before you and you just freeze and run away way too late. I cant take a step back. I walked on the edge and didn’t see the sharp turns. Its hard to mend the things that haven’t been accepted. Its hard to sit still and keep a clear mind. Its hard to find the light when you’re deeply lost in a dark tunnel. Ignorance is just pure bliss, and the more you know the more you sense things, the more you feel the darkness. What’s a little girl gotta do when innocence rolls away?

I will find the desire to conclude that I wasn’t made to sleep in a bed of roses but that there will always be a ray of sunshine when I wake up.

Just let it go. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go tim. Then hold on to hope.

We’ll all heal over someday.
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