Last week up to today. ...

[tim0926]

Wednesday was stressful as it was my Chem 460 midterm.  I'm not sure how I did.  I finished most of the problems but you know how it is...always opposite of how you think you did.  We will see on monday...I skipped school on Friday! I"m such a bad boy I know.  I finally got to see Thamasha my co-worker on Friday.  She was sick still poor girl.  It was nice to see her though because we've not seen each other in a while and I forgot how fun it was to work with her.  I almost fell asleep though at work lol.  She gave me some sudafed and it knocked me almost out. Saturday morning, Gerard and I drove up to Vancouver BC!!! I got to see Benoit and I was so happy.  It's been almost a month since i last saw him.  Truc told me to tell Benoit how I really feel about him that we should be boyfriends but ended up not bringing it up.  I feel it's unfair to Benoit since I don't live up in Vancouver.  Truc assures me it's my insecurity of being rejected.  Is it?  Damn Truc is to intuitive for his own good *sigh*.  It's great to have good friends that will tell you the truth.  :-)  I helped Benoit move into his new apartment and spent most of the day with him.  Though I did have one scare that I misplaced my wallet, it ended up being found in my coat pocket.  Truc, Gerard, Liam, Stephanie and I went to Odyssey while Benoit went to entertain his other friends on Granville Island.  I met up with Benoit later and we spent the night together.  hehe he's a horny guy at 4am.  oops said too much.  :-p Stop reading if you don't wanna know then.  I'm home now about to go have dinner with Ryan my friend from WoW days.  I have quit playing that game as did he.  I miss you Benoit.  I'll tell you one day how I really feel...You were meant for me I know it!  I"m saying this now because I'll prolly be bitter when I'm older and laugh at this post.  I need to remind myself that love really is a great thing and stop being bitter. So older bitter self, get over it! Smile and have hope.

Love,

non-bitter younger 26yo self.  love ya

Tim